Belief

Belief is necessary when evidence is lacking to support a story that challenges common sense, reason, and/or historical, physical, or experiential reality, and where this story is crucial to the foundation stability (real or imagined; psychological, or political) of the believer. This is the need. Belief is fallen upon when it supports the maintenance of desired emotional states and the avoidance of undesired emotional states, and self-interest. This is the inspiration for it.

We all have certain beliefs at certain times which fluctuate to support our immediate needs. These particular beliefs (expressed orally or not) may or may not  coincide with and/or support our foundation beliefs, which when conflicted with, cause no major dilemmas, unless of course they involve religion.  Foundation religious beliefs, when in conflict with the visceral needs or perceived needs of a person (be they physical, psychological or political), if persisting over the long term-and if denied and ignored-result in guilt,  fear, and finally, neurosis-as the believer creates fantasies s/he lives in temporarily, in order to justify or reconcile his or her diametrically opposing and irreconcilable actions and beliefs, which cause conflict with the believer’s professed behavior.

A True Love

A true love is a conscious mind and body (a soul), who allows him/herself to be inspired by you, both to love you, and to allow you to love him/her.

Inspiring one to love you is an endeavor of three great stages, all of great magnitude in and of themselves: First, you must allow yourself to be vulnerable to love and be willing to do the work and practice of maintaining that love and inspiration, which basically requires that you be moved by some one enough to love, above doing all else; Second, you must love some one in whom you are capable of inspiring love; Third, you must love one whom is willing to be vulnerable to love you and who is willing to continue to inspire your love.

A Better Zennist

All the people I meet, especially people I care about and who care about me, are my potential teachers. That is just how I look at life.

I met my Zen teacher, Chong Go Sunim, in 2007 and liked what he’d said about just about everything we spoke of. I’d never met Daehaeng Kun Sunim, his teacher, but I read her books, saw her on several occasions, and I bowed to her in respect, several times.

As with anything, I don’t accept all aspects of Buddhism, or Hanmaum Zen, which in Korean is called ”Seon”, but Han-maum, or One Mind Zen has at it’s center of understanding, a beautiful way of looking at reality; namely it says that our inherent nature is interconnected with all things. It also says that if we let go our worries, concerns, and desires to this “foundation”, they will find themselves-through our conscious effort of lettting go of them-solved. This takes place in the interconnectedness of all things, working together. This is called Juingong. But you could call it God*, if you want. It is just the words that are different. You see, in Hanmaum, we “put our worries and concerns in our Juingong”, but I have realized it is the same as praying to God. I mean, I realize it doesn’t involve speaking to God, but you could do that too, if you believe in God. But if I release my worries and concerns to my foundation, does God not hear this? Of course not.

What I love about Hanmaum, though, or Zen, really, is that it doesn’t conflict with science, or any faiths, if you truly understand it.

In a funny way, it’s like The Force, in Star Wars. All life is bound by and penetrated with this oneness, and its energy emanates from all things as well. To me what people call “God” is like this; in everything and everywhere, and so what you call him doesn’t matter. The proof of that is all the names he has. In English it’s God. In Korean it’s Hana Nim (First Man, or First One), and in other languages it is other things. Do you think he cares? It is your heart he hears, not your tongue. He’s God. He’s not bound by the same physical limitations that you and I are bound by. I guess I should say here that I am not arguing a case for the existence of God, but I am arguing a case for the oneness of all things, and if one believes in Juingong, or God, it really doesn’t matter, not too much to practitioners of Hanmaum, anyway, and frankly, to me, that’s beautiful; no dogma here.

To me, Zen meditation can be utilized by anyone at any time, regardless of his or her religious practice. It is a tool for peace, harmony, and relieving oneself of useless worry, greed, and harmful states of mind that give rise to our misfortunes. It brings enlightenment. The main practice in any form of Buddhism, or Zen, is to meditate, which brings one the ability to live consciously, as opposed to unconsciously.

I think Christians and Muslims should meditate. Chistians, especially, often ask me why I cannot just follow God, saying, ‘if you did that’, you wouldn’t’ need meditation’. I love people for caring about me this much, but people who say such things-in my opinion- betray a fear of solutions that can be added to their spiritual ‘kit-bag’, and they are basically saying something tantamount to, ‘hey, I got God; who needs penicillin, or stretching before running, or hammers?’

Though I think of myself as a Zennist, and I am in awe of many of the realizations Siddhartha Gautama had, I am not a Buddhist in the strictest sense, for Buddhists believe in rebirth. I am not sure about this. Actually, I am pretty sure I do not believe in  it, insofar as it means (to some) that my whole consciousness will be reborn in another life-form. I am not sure the Buddha meant that anyway. I think reincarnation and rebirth are vastly different, anyway, but I  don’t prescribe to either notions.

Buddhists also want to be  from the cylce of existence. I do not want to be. I love existence. What else is there? It makes sense, though, that Siddhartha Gautama would have wanted to find a release from the cycle of rebith, as he was raised in a Hindu nation, and the going idea was that you could come back as a worm, or an ant. Who would want that? Sheesh! But I do believe the basic teachings of The Buddha, just as I believe in what Jesus taught**.

I am a Zennist because Zen meditation makes my Christian practice better, and by that I mean my practice of loving others. Period. And as much as I am a Buddhist, because I believe in the basic idea that everything is in our minds, Zen meditation makes my Buddhist practice better. It is a wonderful tool. And to be a better Zennist just means to meditate often, so as to stay more “in the moment”, and less in the ego.

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*Those of you seeing God as something more or less than male, please pardon my use of the masculine pronoun. I use it in the interest of convention according to standard English.

**I  am  actually quite interested in the Gnostic gospels, which reflect ideas and teachings attribited to Jesus that were not permitted into the book we commonly call The Bible. For an accurate and fair assessment of  the origins and history of that book, read world renowned biblical scholar Dr.  Bart Ehrman’s Misquoting Jesus: Who Changed The Bible And Why.

Rodin and The Aged Who Can’t Behave

Amber and I had a long needed perfect day, almost
This past Saturday
We met and enjoyed a quick subway ride to Seoul

We saw Rodain’s sculpture, and even practiced drawing several pieces
We sat in the very airy
and for-a-change-quiet environment
Of a cafe in Korea,

The one at the Seoul Metropolitan Museum of Art
I gave Amber a very extensive head and shoulder massage,
And to my delight, she was delighted by it

Finally, we had a wonderful pasta dinner
In a place that is fast becoming our favorite

But on the way home, exhausted,
We were forced to suffer a scene common
In Korea

An older man, whom we didn’t want to offend, unconsciously insisted on offending us

He insisted on talking to Amber
As she was clearly trying to rest, draw, and talk with me

He stank of alcohol
He continued to orient himself so she was forced to look at him
And he asked, most egregeously about my age

People do not know what kinds of offence they are laying on us
When they force their way into our lives

In Korea, it’s all okay,
Thanks to that abomination of a state religion:
Confucianism

It’s Easy

It’s a matter of blind habit
This reacting from what’s inside
This hackneyed use of programing’s right
And it’s habit we’re astride

For humans, though flesh and blood
Mind and heart so learned
We refuse to live more consciously
So we’re only along for the ride

Mando

Copyright © 2015 Carl Atteniese Jr., AKA ‘Mando’, All rights reserved.

The Cradle of The Universe

All that ever was
All that ever could be

All there is
All that you can dream, know, feel, hear
Or see

The entire whole of creation
Is all in your mind
If it's anywhere else
And it means so much more It's because you're human
And because you're free

Because every cradle of the universe
In every head
Is different
Different from the one in you
Different from the one in me
And from there comes all the beauty

All the beauty
Of each reality


Copyright © 2015 Carl Atteniese II All rights reserved.